Outfit of the day 

Hello dear readers. Today I am gonna show you something out of makeup world. It is about fashion. If you like it please let me know in comments 🙂

Jacket from Mohito

Jeans from Esprit

T shirt from Esprit

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Ti si moja inspiracija… 

Ti si razlog moje inspiracije koju trenutno posjedujem. Ti si taj zbog kojega sam sretna više od tri godine. Tako je malo potrebno da budemo sretni, a to malo nekad nedostaje. Ja sam svoj život upotpunila tvojim postojanjem. Ponekad se pitam što bi bilo da te nisam upoznala te večeri? Kako bih ja živjela da tebe nema u mom životu? 

Ti si nešto najljepše što mi se dogodilo. Saznanje da si tu, da postojiš meni je i više nego dovoljno. Iako nismo skupa ja osjećam kako dišeš, kilometri nisu problem kad se iskreno voli. Nas ne dijele ni kilometri, ni ljudi. Nama je sudbina zacrtana. Moja sudbina si ti. Ja i nakon tri godine tvrdim da ne bih nikad mogla biti s drugim čovjekom poslije tebe. Eto, toliko te volim ludice. 

Sama činjenica da si u mom životu potakne mi srce na ubrzan rad, ne znam kako to opisati. Ti si osjećaj koji ne prolazi. Ti si onaj koji ne blijedi. 

Prošli smo mnogo toga zajedno. Veza nije med i mlijeko ja to dobro znam. Ono što je važno je razumijevanje. Znaš ti da sam ja jako tvrdoglava osoba, ponekad nerazumna, ali si ti taj koji razumije koji zna kako dišem i učiniš mi po volji. 

Sto puta, ma kojih sto, tisuću puta si me namjerno izazvao da se naljutim jer znaš kako mrzim tepanje, znaš kako mrzim tvoje kodove moga imena, i namjerno si svaki put išao da me naljutiš jer znaš kako brzo puknem, a onda bi me zagrlio i poljubio, a ja onako sva bitna, ljuta kao nije me briga. A briga me je, nikad me neće proći briga za tobom. 

Ono što si učinio za mene onaj dan kada me je moja prošlost zaboljela, moja tegoba sa zdravljem nikada neću zaboraviti. Nikada neću zaboraviti tvoju zabrinutost, tvoj izraz lica kada si me vidio kako se mučim sa bolovima. Bio si tako smiješan i simpatičan ali se nisam mogla smijati od bola. Da samo znaš kako si bio uznemiren, a tako sladak. 

Od nemoći da mi pomogneš odjurio si na hitnu pomoć koja je na drugom kraju grada i to pješke da upitaš za mišljenje o bolovima u desnom dijelu abdomena i vratio se sa čajem i tabletama za upalu. 

Dok sam buncala u temperaturi hladio si mi čelo cijelu noć. Nisi oka sklopio. Misliš da ja to ne znam? Sve znam i svega sam svjesna. Ti si čovjek moga života. 

Znaš, bio bi odličan otac. Onako brižan i popustljiv, a ja stroga majka sa pogledom punim istine. Znaš da mi značiš čim te mogu vidjeti u toj ulozi. 

Iz dana u dan je sve teže bez tebe živjeti. Nekako sam previše vezana za tebe. Teško je živjeti, a da te ne pogledam i ne dodirnem svaki dan. Znam, teško je. Studiram tek sam treća godina studija. Ali sve više razmišljam o našem zajedničkom životu. Nekako mi to nedostaje. Ne mogu bez tebe. Jednostavno nedostaješ…

Znaš, pričali smo o putovanju ove 2017. godine. Priželjkujem naše prvo veliko putovanje van naših zemalja. Jedva čekam otići negdje s tobom. Napokon imam nekoga s kim je sve što radim dobro. I sve što kažem je dobro. Znam da se ne svađaš sa mnom. To je bila prva rečenica koju si mi uputio kada sam se ja svađalica pokušala posvađati. Samo si mi odbrusio neću se svađati s tobom. Ne mogu… 

To si davno rekao i nisi demantirao. Fascinantno je to kod tebe. Ti se ne možeš posvađati. Ne želiš. Totalno smo različiti, a tako isti. 

Da nije bilo te večeri 02.11. 2013. koje nisam htjela ni izaći nego eto reda radi sam izašla u klub. I ni manje ni više upoznala tebe. Ti koji si isto izjavio da si jedva završio na piću. Ja i dalje ne vjerujem kako je naša priča sudbinski počela i tako će i jednoga dana završiti. 

Svaki put kada te iznova ugledam zaljubim se… nikada taj osjećaj neće izblijediti. Ti si razlog moga postojanja. 

Nitko ne zna koliko mi nedostaje tvoja prisutnost. Kada si tu treperim, kada trebaš ići naljutim se i na sebe i na tebe i na svijet jer ne mogu vječno slušati zvuk tvog srca i tvoj glas. 

Nekad. Jednom. Možda. Ako Bog da. Nas dvoje. Skupa. Protiv svih. Nada me tjera da izguram ovu daljinu. Ali kilometri ne znače ništa kada nekoga voliš više od svog života. Znam da isto osjećaš. Zato se i nadam…
Ivana,


Bluebeard by Kurt Vonnegut

I have just read this book. And I am amazed by it. I love art. I love those painters in the book and I am soo happy that I have read this piece of art. 

Bluebeard, the Autobiography of Rabo Karabekian (1916–1988) is a 1987 novel by best-selling author Kurt Vonnegut. It is told as a first person narrative and describes the late years of fictional Abstract Expressionist painter Rabo Karabekian, who first appeared, rather briefly, in Breakfast of Champions. Circumstances of the novel bear rough resemblance to the fairy tale of Bluebeard popularized by Charles Perrault. Karabekian mentions this relationship once in the novel.

Paintings in this book
In the novel several of Karabekian’s paintings are described in detail. The first is a photo-realistic painting of Dan Gregory’s studio. The second is an abstract painting of a lost Arctic explorer and a charging polar bear. It consists of a white back ground with two strips of tape, one white, one orange. The third painting is of six deer and a hunter, titled “Hungarian Rhapsody Number Six” which later fell apart in storage at the Guggenheim Museum. The scene is represented by a greenish-orange background with six brown strips of tape for the deer on one side, and one strip of red tape on the opposite side for the hunter. His most famous, which once hung in the lobby of GEFFCo headquarters on Park Avenue, is titled “Windsor Blue Number Seventeen.” The entire painting consisting of eight 8×8 panels hung side by side displays nothing but the paint by Sateen Dura-Luxe in the shade of the title of the work. The painting however literally fell apart when the Sateen Dura-Luxe began to shred itself from the canvas upon which it was painted becoming Rabo Karabekian’s biggest embarrassment as an abstract expressionist. These very panels upon which Windsor Blue used to cover fully became the canvases Karabekian would prime back to pure white and use for his last work locked within his potato barn.
The last painting is the secret in the potato barn. The painting is an enormous photo-realistic picture of Karabekian’s experience of World War II where he and five-thousand, two hundred and nineteen other prisoners of war, gypsies, and concentration camp victims were dumped in a valley when the German forces realized that the war was lost. The painting, which becomes enormously successful as a tourist attraction, is meant to be the only painting that Karabekian created which contained “soul”.
What do you think about this novel? Did you read it? It is really worth the reading. I am shocked. Woooow. Loved it 

🤗👏🏻
Ivana💕

My new beauties in collection 

Hello people this post has nothing to do with makeup it is alll about my new shoes from Tommy Hilfiger. I think they are soooooo stuning. And the quality, feel is just out of this world. I just can’t get enough of comfort that these shoes give to me. I am pleased😊

Soo the price tag was a little bit up about 190€ in Lulu Gold. But I was literally stuck with them in shop and Ijust bought them. They look luxorius, they feel that way and they weight that way. 

Photos of sneakers



What do you think about TH shoes in general? Are they worth money? 

Thank you for reading. 

Ivana 

Day when I met him

… It was 3 years ago, to be precise on 03.11.2013. I was in a club with my brother and cousin. I was worried how will we come home because I didn’t have driving licence and we don’t have taxi in our city. But as the night was going we were having fun and dancing. My brother saw his friend and he went on out table to say hello. The other person was waiting and talking with working stuff. I saw him and didn’t tell anything. My brother was soooo kind and he asked him to join us on our table and gave him what were we drinking at the time. He didn’t want to come near us because he was ashamed. There were two girls and he was scared that we won’t judge him or even make him to feel bad about himself. 

The moment when we talked to each other was sooo strange. I didn’t feel well better to sayI was in some wierd feeling. I don’t know was it because of the alcohol or him. We clicked right away. He was sooo charming and peacefull. Soo kind and well behaved with me. I didn’t remember his name but my cousin remembered it and we were laughing about that situation. 

As the night was darker we were more happier, we ware dancing alll night. Drinking, having fun. Suddently he kissed me in front of my brother, cousin and the whole club. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I was in heaven, sooo wierd feeling. I was so happy. And confused in the same time. That was the day when I met him. That day I started to breathe again after all that was going in my life. He brough light in my life. 

We weren’t anymore worried about our transport to home. He wasn’t drinking too much and he drove us home. I asked my cousin what was his name and she told me. I found him on Facebook and said thank you message. And then we started to talk on Facebook, later we went on a drink, days after we were still talking, even tho we were 60 km far from each other we were going for a drinks in caffe’s. Talking every single day. He was my light in my life. 

I couldn’t be mor happier. Then he asked me to be his girlfriend. That was in his car when he left me in front of my house. I said yes. He was sooo scared, crying. I was so happy that he asked me on 23.11.2013 to be his girlfriend. That day was the happiest day in my life. And now we are 3 years in a happy relationship. He loves me, I love him. We respect each other and we don’t take for granted what was given to us. 

He is light in my life. Who had believed that one person, stranger in club will be my whole world in one night. One word. This stranger is my partner in everything. I love him from the bottom of my heart. I found my soul. He is the only one who completes me as a person…💕

The day I have met him

02.11.2013. I was 18. He was 22 💗

This was on my friend’s wedding. We grew up😂. Me 21. He 25. 

Better with time. We are just as vine. What older that better 💋Free time in Capljina, BiH. 2016. 
Night out in Diamond, Ljubuski. 2016. 
Our moments in collage😍
Time together 2016 year. 
Our free time on Blidinje. 2015 year. 
Our free time in Mostar 😏


Our first night out after 02.11.2013. 
This was in 2013. After I met him. Coffee time 😋
This was my 19th birthday😍 2014yr. 

The Gratitude Tag

Hello to you all I haven’t do any tags recently so I wanted to do this one instead.

Sooo it is easy one tho,
As you can see,  it’s called The Gratitude Tag, the most original name that I’ve ever coming up with! (Just kidding). Here are the rules:

-Rules-

• List five things that you’re grateful for. Try to think out of the box!

• Nominate five other bloggers to do the tag.
The rules are easy as could be! I’ll start it off.

– I am grateful for all this makeup on market haha. I am obsessed 💄🎁

– I am thankful for you my followers👥

– I am thankful for my health and my family. Because I know how it is important to have support. 👪

– I am thankful for my education. I own that to my parents. 💑

– I am thankful for kindness in people and good vibes in people.💕🎀

That is all about this tag. And I have to nominate 5 people to do this tag sooo:

1. Daniela Soriano

2. Anna Bankester

3. Ludhfro

4.Theresamarie

5.Whitney

I was nominated by:

Freckledfashionista
Take care,
Ivana